Sunday, December 31, 2006

First Night® State College!


" First Night®State College is a family oriented, alcohol free, art and music centered community New Year's celebration which will take place in downtown State College, Pennsylvania and on adjacent University Park campus of The Pennsylvania State University on December 31, 2006. "(http://www.firstnightstatecollege.com/)
This year could be the last chance to see this event. My roommate suggested to go out to take a look. There were not many people and it was not that cold outside (though I felt cold^^), which was causing the ice scuWlptures to melt. Although we only looked at about 10-12 ice sculptures on Allen Street, they were very pretty.
A few hours later, it will be 2007. I am very nervous to welcome 2007, but... I am deeply breathing to do welcome 2007.
Good Bye 2006....

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Stuffs

There are several stuffs which have been with me for five years.
TV: At TAMU and PSU, I didn't have an English conversation partner. Almost every international student might have. Unfortunately, no one wanted to be my conversation partner (Maybe I am too old to be their friend :-( ). So, I designated (:-)) my TV as my English teacher. Everyday, I watched some series, mostly family, ESPN, or CNN news while having Dinner. It's a pretty good solution.

Chair: Long time ago, I hiked a mountain alone and got hurt on my back. After this accident, I continuously had a back problem. I decided to spend some money (big money compared to other stuffs) on buying this chair. I couldn't abandon this chair when I moved here from Texas. But I am thinking to give this to someone who needs. I found the person who may need.

Vacuum: Different from my country, most aprtment floors are carpetted, which makes people lazy (^^). It's not easy to realize how dirty the floor is. One guy stronly recommended to buy an expensive vacuum cleaner with a good reason. Mine has been working well for five years to keep my room floor clean. When I clean my room, I am surprised at the status. There are so many tiny things stick to the carpet which cannot be recognized from a distance. This reminds me of thinking about having some separate time to reflect myself frequently.

Comforter: I have been with my comforter most of time because I like sleeping and have to sleep enough compared to others. Whenever I am tired, I lie on my bed with my comforter, have a rest, and get some energy. One of my dreams is to become a person like a comforter. What does this mean? I want to be a person who deeply understands others and to be there for them. This motivates me to be more adventurous in life since I believe that I can embrace more people as I go through more different, often difficult, experiences.

Audio: Without alarm, I cannot wake up by myself. However, I don't like the usual alarm sound. I bought this audio as my alarm. I just set time to get up and a radio channel or a music. Then this starts playing and wakes me up slowly and softly with a nice music.

Car: The most expensive property that I have is my car. I was thinking if I didn't get assistanship I might sell this car. I am happy to keep this til now. I prayed a lot inside this car. Hence, this is the most precious pet for me. On deciding to change school, I ventured to drive from Texas to here, although I never drove more than three hours. It took about 28 hours. It was a great experience to learn the secret of life. Last day of driving, I got tired, but I decided to drive continuously to get to the destination ASAP. I drove fourteen hours with ten minute break to feed myself(^^) and my car. I was feeling like choked. I didn't give up and made it. Often, I reflect the past inside this. Here, my car is used for helping people, including me(^^), to go to Church, go shopping, and travel. Wherever I go, this comes with me, as a friend. We have been Canada (Ottawa, Montreal, and Quebec city), Virginia, Washington DC, NewJersey, Niagara, Ithaca, New York, and Philadelphia. I wish I go to Main State and Boston as my Eastcost exploration.

Friday, December 08, 2006

Stranger

Have you ever felt you are a stranger? Who can say "no"? Even when I was in my country, sometimes I abruptly felt everything is not familar and I am a stranger. However, after coming here, I continuously question myself if I can live here as home, i.e., I want to spend the
rest of my life here. This is a matter of people, I think. If there are people I want to commit myself, I may go there. Where is the place I may go? This is my question and prayer these days.