Mother - a giving tree

Last week, I was on the phone talking to my mother. That day, I missed her SO SO much. My father may be the person who knows her in every aspect. I only know partially. There are many things (uncountable) that make me to adore her. Today I want to think about one special thing that I want to learn from her. Sometimes, I complained this, but more wanted to follow. She has completely trusted me such that she left me alone to make a decision and do things by myself. I have to choose what I like and have to do. I envied friends since their mother took care of everything. Later I realized how positively this has affected me. I become a person who is very independent. My advisor sometimes described me as a very independent student. I don't know how people think when they heard this. I agree with his evaluation. This is from my mother's discipline on me. It is very difficult to trust your kids completely and let them make their own decision. I am feeling that there are no enough blank papers to tell everything who my mother is and how she has lived her life. She is a giving tree. There is no ending to give her away for us. Now she becomes weak physically, but I can see the beauty of the sunset from her, most beautifully coloring the whole earth. Now I want to ask her what she wants, but she may say "wherever(whatever) you like to go (do), you go (do)." She is always in my prayer. Mom, I love you and miss you so much... :-)