Life is too short, not because of myself, but because of people around me

A few days ago, I wished that this year would be over as soon as possible. Continuous bad news stroke me. This year, two people (a friend and a relative) died although they are not old, but even young and kid. Last year, one of my friend passed away because of a health problem. All of these things made me think about life. No one knows when I will finish my life. I got hurt so much. Even worse, nothing looked like in my side. Again, these events are teaching me that life is too short to be obsessed by stuffs which are temporary. Then what will be forever? The life relationship with people will be .... When someone died, I am keeping, in my heart, him or her alive, not stuffs that (s)he left behind. I am thinking of people around me. If today or tomorrow is my last day, there are many people to whom I should ask their forgiveness and many people to whom I want to show my love. This (forgive me and love you) will be my last word.